It's mostly both that she's not said no when curious nurses asked, but she had to tell the police, then explain to the doctors what happened, and then the psych eval - which hadn't gone the best in the world, but they hadn't committed her, just recommended she see a therapist.

She's mostly found out that magic exists, that people who do magic exist - and that's why she says it, but when he says no, she actually relaxes a little, and she reaches for his hand, squeezing it. "You saved my life," she said it quietly, her brows furrowing together, because she's trying not to think about being trapped in that bathroom, about being so sure that she was going to die.

"You know that, right?" It's important, to her. That he knows, and he knows how much it means to her.