"Yeah," she says as she looks down at Oscar for a long second, but then she decided what she was going to say. "I mean, I was too. Pissed at myself, even, but... Les, what happened? I had no freaking idea who I was anymore, and you know how it is here. If it rains, it pours, and I couldn't handle another thing."

She huffed out a breath. "I could barely handle it even without another thing. Just got too... mind-fucked, I guess. Gross term, but I have no idea what else to call it."