"That's.... that's not possible." She's staring at the two lights, but it doesn't make any sense to her. She's here, isn't she? All of her? "Is that-" Honestly, Raleigh can't tell the difference in herself. In other people, in the way they're reacting, sure-- but everyone's got bad days, everyone's got ups and downs. That's mostly how she views this, that right now she's kind of in a slump, but not that she's not here. Or split, or.... other.

That she's not all there. Not all herself. "Is that why I'm tired?"

That's all she can come up with, but she's not even angry. She doesn't have the energy to be angry, not anymore. She's just emotionally and physically exhausted, and maybe a little scared. She looks from Joel to Mira to Coop - to Coop who looks furious, and she's even more confused by that. She doesn't get why he cares so much, not after the last conversation they'd had. "How am I not myself?"