"No," he breathes with a small smile. "This is all on me. I just need to sort things out and I'm not entirely sure how." Taking a sip of his cider, he rolled his shoulders back. Enjoying the calming atmosphere for a change.

"The cave sort of screwed a lot up, opened old wounds, you know that though. Not a lot we can do now." He just hated that his friends had been though that. "Anyway, it's nearly Christmas. This isn't very cheery conversation."